My question from last week was “What is next?” Well, I am slowly receiving a message about a God-sized dream. Actually I am sure it is a big message, but I am only starting to open my eyes and see glimpses. Sometimes first glimpses are very blurry and foggy. “Am I really seeing that or is it a dream?” I am hoping that it is God’s dream for my life and just not my imagination. I guess the reason I am questioning it is because I cannot imagine whatever God has up His sleeve for me. I am starting to have ideas but maybe I am crazy! But I do trust God and I know His plans are much bigger than I can ever imagine. So….dream on!
What is next? Life is so unpredictable, but God is the constant! I thank God that He is in control and NOT me! I have learned the hard way, but the keyword is “learned”. I have learned to “let go and let God.” Of course, it is a learning and growing process every day!
Because I have more “free time” on my hands now, I have chosen to focus on God and work on my relationship with Him. Even though I worked at a church, I now realize that I was “working” for the church and NOT working on my relationship with the owner of that church..God! I was too busy doing….but not growing! Like I said, I have learned the hard way.
But I am ready to move on, to whatever God has planned for me. I am listening and waiting, but I am not good at either one! They are both new concepts and experiences for me. I am the “go and do” kinda gal. But at this point in my life, I am not sure what direction to go or what I “should” do.
So back to the first sentence….what is next?